i know what all my features are.
i have a square head,
wide shoulders,
a bump on my nose.
i have a mole in front of my ear
and another on the skin above my bottom rib.

i know what each part of my face and body looks like on it’s own,
but when i see my reflection it all blurs together
into an image that i can’t quite make out.
it’s like my brain is censoring it somehow.

i look at myself all the time,
but i don’t actually see who i am.